July 13, 2007

Recalling what I've did back in the past 4 months, it makes me wonder have i not put so much effort in my studies and have God actually there by my side most till now and then.. yesh i belif God has..but it was me who doesn't take seriously of He's presence

Dear God, am your most useless child who just not worth to be call a good daughter of yours pray that may you could give me wisdom, faith, patience, to act humbly, obedient to you and so to my parents and also to those, like my love ones, friends and relatives.
Forgive my sin in the past and even presence.. Lord teach me to become a good follower of yours.. Bless me in everything i do and in my studies.. give me wisdom and keep my faith strong in you and
let your mercy falls upon me.. guide me protect me. thank you Lord. AMEN!

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life never seems goes right.. sometime i ask myself why this happen with NO any reasonable reason.. have i done something which doesn't please by this someone.. time past.. 9 months has past.. here still i am.. clueless.. i ask and ask what actually happen but i still can't get the answer.. i ask and recall back what i have did and said but stil can't picture the answer.. a SORRY will never enough.. a thoughts of you for going back to make it right NOT be acceptable by my souls.. i start to believes everything happen with a reason and are meant to end with a reason.. no turning back.. no going back.. there's no point for you to fix what you have done by saying a SORRY..