It seems simple like it says but hard to make the right decision. This thought never will it be out play in one mind. To become someone useful in the future, achieves your dream, getting good grades, taking the courses you like *MOST* and wish that it'd could bring a good perspective for you and of course paying you a real good pay. This all small tiny little thoughts were playing in my mind these days. I try to define it all and obviously I try to make a conclusion out of it. It is always in my dream since the very first day I enter into my tertiary life I dreamt to be like what I want it to be when I grow up. Taking finance as my major.. hmm. just a diploma eh!*haha* I'm not a smart ass ler :( yea I like it much and the fact is I use to have passion with numbers *use to* Things has change after I start doing higher level after advance diploma. And all my hope and dream run into drain.. :(((( *now* I hate seeing number as it makes me headache yet when it reach to the stress level. I felt real stupid when I couldn't figure out the solution of the question. I feel the level of madness in me begin to rise! yes I get real upset easily each time when I couldn't get the answer of the exercise given by the lecturer. I feel like throwing the calculator but never do I did it once. The only thing I did was pressing the calculator harshly with the add of disappointment grudge in me. And so yea.. I start hating calculation after since then. I nearly give up but thank God for sending me two supportive parents, friends who was there to give me a supportive word of advice and here I am still pursuing my dream. . Few might be wondering what am I taking now.. am taking marketing major now! *me liking* and yes am hoping that I will get through all this Semester and complete like I plan it to be :)
says the diary,
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