i am not suppose to blog this time basically because i have 3 more final report to go plus finals around the corner. but let me make it simple the purpose why i click the 'new post' button because am so damn piss with this woman who don't seems to understand. if you want to call me bitch after reading this entry go on.. i don't care! like you said I'm a bitch..YES I AM! never did i never say I'm not one!! what more would you want to say?? i can't stop your thick red lips from saying a word tho'... and again i say.. if I'm a bitch where is all the prove.. i get so upset of myself getting to know this woman.. a person whom you trust.. a person who never will you ever thought would stab you from back.. a person who is excellence in pretending like as if she so innocent when the fact she is not. let me sum it up,, never did she STOP accusing other by saying that we are bad when she's the one who is the bad one! never she ever cares about others feeling all she know is she wants others to cares her feeling. this woman i know since i was 14 back in high school who just never stop backstabbing me and others from back after since then. the person who make me cry when i'm 17. and i forgive her for everything she do to me even when many saying that i should not forgive her. maybe that time i was being nice and i thought she would change.. ~hey... people do change tho' IF THEY REALLY WANT TOO! SO, i forgive her for what she did to me but once again she start creating the mess and stood up steadily with her new 'CARTOON' story!! NEVER DID SHE CHANGE!! am so sick seeing this kinda person and i finally decided to ignore her once again and it is FOREVER!! when thinking of what she had done to me.. i just couldn't get it why.. first things that rammed into my tiny thought i say.. is that you call bestfriend?? in the sense like you go around telling lies and create your cartoon story to others saying me say this and that.. and that particular person hated me with no apparent reason. and WORST thing that person claim it to others that i hate her and saying me say bad things about her. AND I HEARD SHE SAYING TO OTHERS IT WAS YOU, MISS EDWINA CHAN LEE CHING who says me saying all the bad things about her!! *WTH* and the REAL FACT is... it was you the one who start saying all the bad things about her to me BUT all of this while i never seems to care the story you tell me about her and how dare you putting all the BLAIM to me...AND NOW you send me a message in Friendster (let me count its the 4th message I think) saying you don't know what are the reason of MAKING ME stop talking and avoiding you!!!! i just don't get it.. and why ohhh why in this earth there is a person 23 years of age still act like a primary school kid and never stop talking about others from back.. worst you did this to your own good friend. come on la!! you are old enough and by right by now you should know how to fully use of your brain and should try to appreciate your friends more like how we appreciate our parents. if you ask me now do i hate you! i' ll shall say I ONCE HATE YOU.. but not to worry i don't hate you anymore but no matter what the circumstance is the hurt is still there. . no matter how hard you want it to be deleted it will forever stay there! what else more you want me to say here? i got nothing much to say.. why not you start to think and ask yourself what the bad things you've did to me and the rest! Enough said.
p/s: if you happen to read this.. i don't care what you want to say.. if you liking to call me bitch now.. i accept it with open arm!!
says the diary,
na
2 years ago
