i just couldn't simplify more

i couldn't simplify it more. why do things just never seem so right or was it i' m the one making it feel so. i want to give up. yes almost give up! what more to be explain. at times i feel like i am just to weak to hold it. i feel insecure most of the time. i feel that i just need some time to discover the real things ! as a undergraduate i wish to be complete.. wish to own this smarty brain. and most of all, to complete in my studies as soon as possible. who don't want right? i can't deny the fact that i was not born to be smart :(((